weak moments happen...it's ok...move on

As far as what my Heavenly Father wants me to be doing today...it's a fail.  I failed.  I woke up entirely too late to be at church on time, but I did get ready.  When I realized I was going to be too late to take the sacrament, and CJ wasn't going to be home from his run any time soon, I bailed on church all together.  No fire in my soul today, no motivation.  I shed my dress and went for some comfortable leggings and a cardigan.

Today, I definitely woke up on the wrong side of the bed.  Probably because I slept so late.  So, naturally, everything is getting on my nerves.  CJ and Sadie are being cautiously kind to me (they know what it's like when my mood is gray), and I'm grateful they are.  The sun is shining, as if to say "Lisa, it really is going to be a beautiful day!"  Thank you sun, you always have my back.   My testimony is strong...so I don't feel like a slacker there.  Heavenly Father loves me, and although he may be disappointed in my decisions today, he has his arms around me...as usual.  Always grateful for that...ALWAYS.  So, my plan...#1 - take in the sunshine, #2 - remember my Father in Heaven loves me, #3 - go for a drive, with CJ, and gaze into the big blue sky.

As the Prophet said....

I adore President Hinckley

So...I will carry on today.  I will smile and breathe.  I will see the beauty.  I will eat a delicious roast.  When I go to bed tonight I will say "It really was a beautiful day...thanks sun!  Thanks Heavenly Father for holding me tight!  CJ, you are the man...thanks sexy face!"  Yep, that IS the plan!

Mathew 26:41 "Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak."  I'm writing this down and taping it to my mirror...I will read it everyday this week!!

Peace
Lisa Lucille